WHATEVER WE DO
I DON'T WANT IT TO START WITH NEW
AND END WITH -ISM
thats a given negro
ALL THE TIME
SHOWS NEVER OVER
i've realized that could be THE conflict of being an artist
being real all the time when others arent
or always being fake
I'm always performing man
to everyone else
its hard to remember all those roles
remember your lines
the tension for me is
if I'm always acting, who's the actor
and whats the show?
and when did it start?
i just dont think we should ever look at it as a scam or false creation. its real. its what we need, and what may seem unreal to us becomes real to other individuals or audiences
and if that's real
than whats reality?
if an actor performing on a stage is just as real as talking to someone next to you
whats the performance?
its the big joke pulled over everyones eyes. theatre is the acknowledgment of the silent lies we tell to eachother all the time
or its the isolation of it
into a burst all at once
the isolation of it
because its always going down all the time
thats whats awesome about this world
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just go to the zoo
look at the ant farm
all colliding at faster forces
so many smooshed stages together
its those faster forces
that creative energy
I don't know
everything is theatre...example
I hope so
but what if its just things speeding up just getting faster as we go
just straight energy
I don't I feel like when I say I'm the word artist
I'm saying I am trying to make sense
I'm trying to make a sense of right now or of myself or of what I don't know or just learned
or a sense on the fingertips or a sense for your eyes and ears
you're making sense of the "artist' for you
I want to go for the gut now
the gut is cool
it's not the messy heart or head
its where we get instincts we can't explain
and what feels the rollercoaster when it just starts descending
not quite up not quite down
after its done before its started
that's why I like UM so much
its what you do after you've send something but before you know how to say the next thing
its what involuntarily happens when you try to make sense
THATS THE GUT
GO FOR IT!
dude i love how rabi will just facebook me his shit, and all of a sudden im grooving to this maestros jams
dudes so good
listen to this schmuck
DUDE I READ THIS SIX MONTHS AGO
BILLY CHILDISH IS A GENIUS THOUGH
still I think its so lame
that's what I'm doing!
I'm an ism!
im just staying billy childishs music....
its so dope!!!!!!
its good but its also proto-hipster
whatevs. there was a period when this dude was coming out with three albums a year during the 80's/90's.
I'm not saying its bad but I don't like a lot of the things associated with it
which is jism
of a prison
i just dont understand why any "artist" would wanna limit himself like that
everytime he creates something does he have to check his manifesto?
make sure he's not doing anything he wrote he wouldnt do
and why only think through theory??
why not think through feelings
through whats just going on right now
through THE GUT
have you listened to pet sounds?
its fucking crazy
im nearly in tears right now
you just get it
and anyone can get down to this
because we can all feel it
all have guts
its like that franz kafka line
A book should be an ice-axe to break the frozen sea within us.
I feel that
play loud and full with a lot of sweat and blood
thats why artists gott a have boiling blood!!!
we gotta be hot enough to melt everyone else
or show everyone else that they're melting too
i love facebook chat!
its so dope to just think things through with you BRAH!
you and kaspuh
i gotta go watch the wire
im so into it right now
I LOVE YA
i cannot believe that show WAS ON PEOPLES TV'S
see you soon raccoon