air conditioning
coated throat
choke down
that I've
choked

haven't
been able
to say I am
and know this
I can't do this shit

It's not hard why can't
I just get it down used to in
highschool

used to not be able to ingore
shit like this its
different

somehow
now that I feel all I want to do
is this and will ever
think about
ever

I don't put the time into to anything else
and that fucks me up

R.I.P tooth fairy
guttenberg-1994

powerlined horizon
streetlamp light
lit trees

key pad bite
thats like
a bic
lighter light

I love this shit
I love everything about it
sore wrists
hairy palms
and racing
thoughts
sweats
itch

you have to
right now

you have to
right now